it was meant to be..

There's just a lot of things on my mind but I can't seem to put it into words..

A lot of things I think about.

I am not better this way but somehow this may be good for me.

I put my self into this situation in the first place. I shouldn't blame anybody for it I know.

Putting me down is the way to go though. The best way to drive me away..

It was never my responsibility to make sure everything is alright. I can't control everything. If it happened, it was intended to happen any way..