A lot of things I think about.
I am not better this way but somehow this may be good for me.
I put my self into this situation in the first place. I shouldn't blame anybody for it I know.
Putting me down is the way to go though. The best way to drive me away..
It was never my responsibility to make sure everything is alright. I can't control everything. If it happened, it was intended to happen any way..