Bila kene reject

Ouch.. Sentap. Pedih. Malu.

Okay Cip pernah ada hati pada sorg mamat ni masa dulu dulu (many years ago). Adoii.. (husband Cip pun tau psl dia).. Tak sangka lepas sekolah kami contact each other semula and dari situ jadik close pulak. Not that close pun but whenever Cip have the time to go back home, we'll definitely meet.

Pendekkan cerita Cip finally let him know that I have feelings for him (bila kene desak dgn dia banyak kali what dee?!) and I can see that he is undecided (ada banyak pilihan gamaknye masa tu). All this while he 's been giving me mix signals. Until one day he said to me on the phone that he doesnt feel the same way (after few months baru nak habaq lagu tu. Chett). It was like a slap in the face.

We started of as a friend so Cip taknak because of this terus tak jadik kawan dah. Tu namanya tak ikhlas berkawan. So I keep in touch jugak dgn dia but less than before. Sometime kita hang out together, pegi makan, tgk game dia and what not. Slowly Cip nampak true colors dia. Kadang kala he can be a jerk tapi Cip tengok when it comes to the girl that he is into, he is kinda good guy la (voley laa).

Nak dipendekkan cerita selepas tu kita dua jadi teman untuk bercerita masalah love life masing masing. Bila this crush for him is no longer there its easier for me to be his friend. Masa tu pulak Cip pun bermasalah macam dia cuma situasinya sahaja berbeza (Hahaha.. masa tu mmg best dapat kutuk dia kaw kaw. Masa tgh ada crush tak berani).

Yang tak tahan masa Cip kene reject tu la.. Mmg klakar la moment tu. Pastu tersalah hantar msg kat dia pulak. Demmm! Konfem cerita ni akan Cip cerita pada anak anak Cip one day. Hoh hoh hoh.. Funny life experience what?!

Tapi perasaan tu tak terbanding dgn perasaan yg Cip ada buat suami tercinta. Dia lah racun, dia lah madu. I've definitely never felt this way before towards any guy I know. Dia lah orang pertama yang betul betul dah curi hati Cip.

Edward Cullen kedua la. Hoh hoh hoh..

Kesimpulannya di sini ialah, kalo kene reject sekalipun dont worry too much. Laugh about it. Ada yang lebih baik tersedia dan menunggu masa untuk kita temui.

P palang s: Tadi tengok kat channel starworld program called mobbed: a girl confession. Pompuan nih bg tau kwn dia yg dia suke kat laki tu and in the end lelaki tu tak tau apa yg dia rasa. Kire dia mmg anggap pompuan tu as a friend je la. Tu yg inspired gegeh nak tulih entry kali ni. Hoh hoh hoh..

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