Yana is 12!

Tuuu diiaaa punye busat wor!!

Yana already turned 12 yesterday.. Alhamdulillah.. Happy Birthday Yana!! Tak celebrate ape pun. Just belikan cupcakes untuk dia. But she LOVED it so much!! Katenye nak bawak pegi sekolah bagi pada member² yang bagi present pada dia masa kat skeolah tu. Waahhh bertuahnya.. It was weekdays. Just bawak dia balik rumah Plaza and bawak budak² kat urmah tu pegi PMC tengok TokMa baru lepas operate betulkan rahim dia.. Then hantar Yana balik rumah papa semula sebab dia nak sekolah.. Kene bangun awal. Itu pun aku tak singgah. Just drop her off then pegi makan dengan budak² tu dekat bomba..

*Thank you Puan Uni tolong saya orderkan cuppies ini..

Punye letih dan mengantuk la semalam.. Rasa nak angkat sudu suap kat mulut pun tak larat dah.. Drive nak balik rumah tu rasa cam torture khoott..

This week aku ke utara lagi bercuti² Malaysia dan finally dapat jumpe Nathan yang feymes tu ahakss.. Letih balik dari S'pore minggu lepas pun tak abeh lagi rasanya. Kepala lutut nih duk vibrate dan berbunyik² macam orang kene osteoporosis dah lagaknya.. Masa sujud dalam solat, nak bangun balik.. mak aaiiii punye payah laa... terasa macam orang tua pun ada.. Ikutkan hati nak aje terus duduk..

Pagi tadi bangun agak awal dalam kul 5 gitu.. Teringat kat Farreal.. Its already been 63 days since we last saw him.. How frustrating. Rindu betul kat dia.. Ya Allah, I wish him well. Please take good care of him.

ALLAH tests us often

and for every pain

He gives us

provided we are patient

Is followed by rich gain

So whenever we feel that

everything is going wrong

It is just ALLAH'S way to make our spirit strong.

My dear Yana, I wish for you to be a good person when you grow up. I will not be there for you all the time but please do know that I am there if you need me for anything. I love you very much and want all the good things happen to you. Just remember to never forgot our creator and perform solah obediently. Insyallah everything will went well even if Ibu is not here. You have me, Kak Uda, AbgLang, AbgWan and family with you all the way.. We love you very much..