Aku ingatkan aku dah hampir kepada sihat tapi it doesn't seems to be.. Anyhow, I am still glad that I am not that bad after all.. it just all the nightmares that I've been having.
Came across his status just now
Buat anankanda ayah, pulanglah sayang.. ayah miss u badly..wlupun xraya lagi,tapi xsalah kan klu awk balik sini?tgok ayah,bubu,yayah,ibu & abah? I Heart You Syamsoul Farreal Dubeus ♥
He's just a normal being who misses his son so much. Who doesn't?
Knowing him and after few years of being his friend before finally we actually have a feeling towards each other, he was never a serious person. Always the one who make jokes and make everyone around you laugh so hard. He was pain in the ass the last time. He was kinda innocent too. But I dont know how we connect with each other so well. All I can say is that he is the one who know how to push my button besides ekin.. hahaha..
Always looking forward to meeting with farreal and that is the only time that he finally feel alive.. :D There's nothing more happier than being with someone who is happy. Farreal is everything to him. He could cry like a baby talking about farreal. He is very sensitive. I remember once I said to him that he needs to be more sensitive towards the people in his life.. What had happened definitely something to be learned through out this life. He may not be perfect. He's flawed. I am flawed. Nobody's perfect. They only perfect for each other.
I have come from a broken family. You would not know how that feels until you're in it.. Parents who is divorce tends to be very selfish and mean to each other. I never liked an argument. Hate it so much. There's never good comes out of it. Kids who have a divorce parents, have a hole in them. We never trust in families anymore therefore we find solace in friends.. Parents may think it is hard on them but it is much harder on the children. You will never know what is going on in them deep inside.
The world will be better place to stay when we have peace..